I feel so bad for writing this but today I really have had thoughts about stopping BF’ing. It’s heart breaking as I did imagine feeding until Mckenzie was a year old, but it just doesn’t look like it’s going to happen. It’s been a long, rough day of Mckenzie refusing to feed – screaming and clawing me (I have the marks on my breast to prove it), in pain from gas ‘episodes’ etc. I expressed and seem to have about half the supply had a few weeks ago. Ugh. Just wanted to vent, feeling a bit low… I don’t see the pedi for 2 weeks. It’s gonna be a long 2 weeks… Mckenzie is losing weight and I can’t seem to help her mckenziesmum2011-04-22 06:37:53